Been too long

I haven't been on this for two months now!
I miss blogging :/
I'll try to be on here about once a day..
I lose weight only when I'm blogging and reading everyone's blogs!
I've missed you guys soo much!
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

FAT/BITCH/STUPID

I have been on an endless binge.
I can never resist the temptation to eat.
SOOO FREAKING FAT RIGHT NOW!
BMI: 20.1 UGHHHH!
Soo plan for the the next three weeks: Only 500 calories or less..
After the three weeks I'll drop it to 400 calories.
I will be reach GW1 by the end of April or I'll start cutting again...
I looked in the mirror and just starred at the lumps of fat on my face and on my thighs
Work outs are going to occur in the mornings as well as in the afternoons.
Mornings: Couple hundred situps, at least a mile if not more.
Afternoons: Hit the gym and work out til I know I've burned at least 2000 calories
130 here I come

Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone
Then I visit your blogs and know I have a world of sisters
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

The Wort Binge Ever

I'm sorry I haven't been posting
Ive been binging and i was afraid to tell u
But really I can only do this if I blog...
I'm gonna stop eating again.
Tomorrow I'm eating a small breakfast and that's it
Everyday from now on I will only eat one meal a day
It will probably e either breakfast or dinner
Please follow, I feel like I'm talking to myself when I blog :/
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

Day 5

So the worst of it is over.
Going back to ABC tomorrow... starting where I am supposed to be at.
Today I pretty much binged like the fatty I am.
But it happens unfortunately...
No more than 400 calories tomorrow
And I'm keeping rubber bands on my wrists so I can snap when I think about food...
But I did weigh myself this morning and I didn't gain which I guess is good..
I was 142.4...  I'm such a fat ass..
I cant wait till I'm 130..
Hopefully I'll get there by next Friday at the latest!
I just have to stick to my ABC diet for as long as possible...
I'll be reading :)
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

Day 4

Soo I sort just got attacked for the first time by mother nature... Ummm not going to be able to lose weight for at least the next three days :/ I just ate chocolate adding to my 500 cals for the day! I hate that I can't control my cravings D: But ill post again on Friday or Sarturday at the latest Hopefully I'll be back on ABC by Thursday but idk So adieu for now :) Stay strong and keep losing! Ill still be reading :) Forever and Always, Charlotte <3

Day 3

I weighed myself this morning when I woke up and I was 142.4!
So I only have 12.4 pounds to my first goal :D
I'm going to try the ABC diet starting tomorrow...
I was supposed to start today
But I ate a cup of raisin bran after school today with some 2% milk (240) -_-
So that plus my 200 calorie lunch and 160 calorie breakfast brought me to 500 already
I'm going to have to eat a little rice for dinner though
My parents would flip out if I didn't eat anything...
So that'll bring me to about 600 overall.. badbadbadbad!!!
But tomorrow I'm not going to eat over 100 for lunch and ill only eat 100 for breakfast..
Leaving me with 300 or less for dinner (preferably less)
I exercised a lot yesterday
(about a hundred sit-ups, a couple hundred leg lifts, a small jog to the laundry room, stationary bike for about five minutes, etc..)
I'm planning on doing as much if not more than that today :)
Thank to all my readers for your support!
I read all your blogs everyday and they are so thinspiring..
Ill post again tomorrow with my wieght!
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

Day 2: Afternoon

Ughh... I am soo fat  cant even look at myself anymore
I want to break my mirror
But then I wont have this fat person looking right back at me
Reminding me that I am indeed ugly and way overweight.
Im 5'10 and 145.4 pounds... My BMI is an ugly number: 20.9!!!
I'm not even in the teens yet D:...
But I will be 90 pounds one day... Its the perfect number
My BMI at that point will be 12.9
I will be beautiful, thin, and I will be the ultimate thinspo <3
But until then I'll train nonstop.
I won't eat over 500 calories a day at the most.

I haven't gotten the hang of calculating calories right off the bat
But the ugly approximation for my lunch was about 200 calories
So no more food for the rest of the day...
I promised nothing over 400 and I went over -_-
Tomorrow will be easier
I have school and my parents wont be watching me eat, so I wont.
I'll drink water and chew gum and that's it.
No breakfast, no lunch, and nothing over 300 calories for dinner.
Quick question: Is it ok to drink diet dr. pepper? i had two sips and I felt guilty after!
Let me know in the comments please.
Please leave your blog name and I'll follow you, and don't forget to follow too.
I need all the support I can get :)
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3