Day 5

So the worst of it is over.
Going back to ABC tomorrow... starting where I am supposed to be at.
Today I pretty much binged like the fatty I am.
But it happens unfortunately...
No more than 400 calories tomorrow
And I'm keeping rubber bands on my wrists so I can snap when I think about food...
But I did weigh myself this morning and I didn't gain which I guess is good..
I was 142.4...  I'm such a fat ass..
I cant wait till I'm 130..
Hopefully I'll get there by next Friday at the latest!
I just have to stick to my ABC diet for as long as possible...
I'll be reading :)
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

Day 4

Soo I sort just got attacked for the first time by mother nature... Ummm not going to be able to lose weight for at least the next three days :/ I just ate chocolate adding to my 500 cals for the day! I hate that I can't control my cravings D: But ill post again on Friday or Sarturday at the latest Hopefully I'll be back on ABC by Thursday but idk So adieu for now :) Stay strong and keep losing! Ill still be reading :) Forever and Always, Charlotte <3

Day 3

I weighed myself this morning when I woke up and I was 142.4!
So I only have 12.4 pounds to my first goal :D
I'm going to try the ABC diet starting tomorrow...
I was supposed to start today
But I ate a cup of raisin bran after school today with some 2% milk (240) -_-
So that plus my 200 calorie lunch and 160 calorie breakfast brought me to 500 already
I'm going to have to eat a little rice for dinner though
My parents would flip out if I didn't eat anything...
So that'll bring me to about 600 overall.. badbadbadbad!!!
But tomorrow I'm not going to eat over 100 for lunch and ill only eat 100 for breakfast..
Leaving me with 300 or less for dinner (preferably less)
I exercised a lot yesterday
(about a hundred sit-ups, a couple hundred leg lifts, a small jog to the laundry room, stationary bike for about five minutes, etc..)
I'm planning on doing as much if not more than that today :)
Thank to all my readers for your support!
I read all your blogs everyday and they are so thinspiring..
Ill post again tomorrow with my wieght!
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

Day 2: Afternoon

Ughh... I am soo fat  cant even look at myself anymore
I want to break my mirror
But then I wont have this fat person looking right back at me
Reminding me that I am indeed ugly and way overweight.
Im 5'10 and 145.4 pounds... My BMI is an ugly number: 20.9!!!
I'm not even in the teens yet D:...
But I will be 90 pounds one day... Its the perfect number
My BMI at that point will be 12.9
I will be beautiful, thin, and I will be the ultimate thinspo <3
But until then I'll train nonstop.
I won't eat over 500 calories a day at the most.

I haven't gotten the hang of calculating calories right off the bat
But the ugly approximation for my lunch was about 200 calories
So no more food for the rest of the day...
I promised nothing over 400 and I went over -_-
Tomorrow will be easier
I have school and my parents wont be watching me eat, so I wont.
I'll drink water and chew gum and that's it.
No breakfast, no lunch, and nothing over 300 calories for dinner.
Quick question: Is it ok to drink diet dr. pepper? i had two sips and I felt guilty after!
Let me know in the comments please.
Please leave your blog name and I'll follow you, and don't forget to follow too.
I need all the support I can get :)
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

Day 2: Morning

So I slept at my sister's house last night and she doesn't have a scale -_-
I am too afraid to use my scale after I eat so ill just check it tomorrow when I wake up.
I have eaten some raisin bran with 2% milk (i really need to buy some fat free)
And that was about 230 calories altogether.
My goal is 300 calories today but I might have to move it up to 400 (my dad made rice ugh)
But I am going to do about 100 situps today and workout on the stationary bike again
This time I'll stay on for at least 10 minutes if not 20
I'll post my afternoon intakes around 2 and some thinspo quotes and pictures for you!
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

Day 1: Evening

Oh my god I will kill myself if I eat one more calorie!
I don't even know how to calculate how many I had today.
So im going to approximate 1000 cals for the day.
Yes I walked and worked out a bit but that doesn't make up for anything...
I'm not eating over 300 tomorrow!
I will reach my first goal by March 5 at the latest.
Ill post again tomorrow, hopefully I wont be as fat...
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

Some Thinspiration <3

Day 1: Afternoon

Why don't I have any self control?!
I am so fat and ugly...
Here's the ugly number of calories for lunch: 350 D:
Orange juice=about 80 cals
Pansit= approx 270 cals
My parents will probably make me eat dinner so that will be another intake :/
Maybe I'll pretend like my stomach hurts.
I need to go work out after this.
Can't wait till I'm 130... It seems like forever.
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

Day 1: Morning

OK so far so good.
I weighed in at 145.4 at 8:45
I have eaten one apple (77 calories) at 9:15
I worked out on the indoor bicycle thing for about 5 minutes.
I would have stayed on it longer but I had to clean up around the apt.
I'm getting closer to my goal weight of 135 :)
But I don't think I'll be satisfied until I reach the 2 digits...
I have a long way to go.
Once again, please follow and comment with advice and the name of your blog so I can follow you!

Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3

Day 1

This is it. My first day on the road the skinniness. I woke up this morning and looked in the mirror. All i could see was fat fat fat and more fat. Thats all going to change. Im having an apple for breakfast and little to no lunch. Well see about dinner. Hopefully I can get away with the minimal :) Im going to go weigh myself and I'll post the ugly number in an little while. Forever and Always -Charlotte <3 P.S. advice and help is always welcome! Just post a comment... And im looking for blogs of thinspiration so leave that too if u have ur own skinny blog

First Moments

I have always thought of myself as fat.
I have always longed to be skinny and beautiful.
I am going to try something new: anorexia.
I've seen pictures of girls who have so much self control.
That's what I want, to have control over when and what I eat.
So Starting tomorrow I'm not going to eat breakfast or lunch, just a small dinner.
If I must eat, it will be celery sticks or apples and other low calorie foods.
If you have advice please comment!
I'm 146 pounds and my goal weight is 135 for now.
Forever and Always,
Charlotte <3